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Substack’s Platform Problem
Across that last couple months, people noticed that Nazis were using Substack to distribute and monetize Nazi ideology. A bunch of writers who publish on Substack got upset, and asked the company leadership to do something. Substack said it would not ban the Nazis, then said it would, then it did some tokenized hand waving and didn’t really do much in the end. This was followed by a few high profile writers announcing their departure from the platform (most notably, Casey Newton’s newsletter, Platformer).
Substack doesn’t have a Nazi problem. They have a platform problem.
This has been a long time coming, since over the last three years Substack has taken their simple services business, and pivoted to being a social platform business. But with the promises and rewards of a social network, comes all the headaches. Nazis put this in stark reveal, because most of us agree that Nazis = bad. But the core challenge is not the Nazis, it’s content moderation.
Initially, Substack was a service provider. They solved for two needs that most web2 platforms don’t provide: The ability own your network/audience (you can’t take your Instagram followers with you to another platform), and the ability to have a direct market relationship with your network (charge them $ for your native content).
Substack bundled two existing protocols — the SMTP based email newsletter, and Stripe’s payment rails — to create a tidy, easy to use, low friction way for writers to distribute their work to an owned network, and charge those people directly for the content. The company took a 10% fee on monetization. Simple.
Substack enabled writers to unbundle themselves from traditional publishers, and re-bundle as micro-media companies with a direct subscriber and financial relationship with their readers.
The trade offs between building your business on top of a service provider’s protocols VS building on top of a platform, is self sovereignty and freedom of speech VS network effect, amplification, and being subject to centrally controlled content moderation.
Originally, Substack was a way to monetize your existing social graph (mostly Twitter followers). You had to bring your network with you. In their attempt to create organic in-network growth, they built and shipped features to the product that pivoted them from being a service provider, to a platform, including cross network promotion, discovery, and social network elements.
As they’ve remade themselves into a social platform, they have ignored the central tenet of platform operation: If you run a platform, your core product is content curation and moderation.
Nilay Patel perfectly articulated this tension this back in October 2022, writing about Twitter, “The essential truth of every social network is that the product is content moderation, and everyone hates the people who decide how content moderation works.”
Service providers don’t give recommendations, they doesn’t promise their customers they will get them new followers or subscribers, and they are not trying to build a social network that can generate network effect for its users. Substack is doing all of those things. Substack is a platform.
The life cycle of every internet platform to date, is they build and scale ignoring the role of content moderation, get in trouble for bad content moderation, and then either start moderating, or die. The Substack founders have spent the last couple years righteously telling us that none of these issues would ever apply to them, because all the problems on the internet were caused by ‘algorithms’ and advertising, which they assured us they would never have.
But platform fate is inexorable, and if you build and scale a social platform, sooner or later you have to curate and moderate it.
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The platform problem is best solved by turning it completely upside down.
First is scale: Substack undermined its core value proposition of allowing each creator to stand on their own in the market, by trying to connect them all together on a central monolithic platform.
Second, is by making curation a core value proposition of your community. Curation is a deeply creative act. It removes noise, to bring focus. Curation creates shared identity — it fosters community.
Most of the time when we reach for the short hand of “community” we are trying to define a group of people who think they are working towards a common vision for the future, but who don’t actually agree on the protocols or values that will enable them to be there together. If we want to build a community with enduring value, we have to be specific. We have to create edges. Curation, and moderation, are edges.
When you lead with curation, you create shared value and safety. And by allowing micro-social networks to be independent, you give people agency to leave individual spaces, without feeling like they are walking away from their entire social network.
Don’t like the Nazis? Don’t subscribe to the Nazi newsletter. But when the Nazis can grow and monetize their newsletter by getting exposed to everyone on the platform of newsletters, then the platform operator has a stake, and a responsibility. Casey Newton felt like he had to leave the Substack Platform, because he was in the same cross promoted interconnected social space as the Nazis. Casey doesn’t feel like he has to quit the internet because there are Nazis on the internet. By taking his network off of the Substack platform, and creating a container (website) for them on the open internet, he has created a boundaried space where there are no Nazis, because his team curates what is allowed on that node of the internet.
Substack designed themselves into this corner. Their muddled approach is trying to straddling the structures of a monolithic web2 social platform, and possibility that is exist for connection within internet based self-sovereign micro-social networks.
Social fulfillment is found in relationships, in the joy of being with your people. What we crave is connection. The internet’s core feature, is creating connections that were previously unimaginable. Let’s curate micro-social spaces, that bridge on-line and in-person, where we feel deeply seen and connected to each other, through a shared vision for what is possible.
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Shameful Self Awareness vs Loving Self Awareness
Recently I’ve been noticing
that I experience two types of self awareness
shameful self awareness
and loving self awarenessThe amount of time I spend in the former
is why at times I may seem self aware
and yet could actually be quite stuck.
Because intellectually understanding
is not the same
as feeling.Shame often tries to stands sentry at the passageway to my self love
telling me that it is protecting me
Or even worse, protecting those around me
by having me feel less
by avoiding hard conversations
by putting it off.
When what it is actually doing
is closing me off from feeling vulnerable
which is an utterly essential precursor
to experiencing love.Some of heaviest things in life, are unmade decisions
not telling the truth, because we are moving from a place of fearMy shame thrives on secrecy and silence
it coaxes me to hide my full self
to try to show people, only the parts that I think will make them like me.When I don’t like me
I try to get as many people as possible
to like me.When I move through the world like this
I subconsciously shape myself
to become the version I think I need to be
to be validated and accepted by others.I will subtly play a character, in almost every room I walk into
“What do I need to do?
Who do I need to be?
In order for these people to admire and love and accept me?”This type of performative people pleasing behavior, is a form a self abandonment
and for me, carries many of the markers of addictive tendencies.
The ways I see myself seeking the dopamine hit
that I get when some’s eyes light up
or they smile
or move closer to me in social space
because of something I’ve said, or done.But of course
any loneliness that comes from speaking my truth
is far more peaceful
than companionship that comes
from playing out a lie.And in order to be loved by others
I first have to deeply love myself
just the way I am
not some imagined “better” future self
that I am projecting into space
The person that I am
right here
right now.You’d think these painfully obvious tenets
would have emerged as self evident
before the age of 36But I am grateful
that I am starting to get to them now
Because it is much more peaceful here
inside of my tender human body
when I let go
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The Art of Firing People
Being good at firing people — from your company, and your life — is foundational to collaborating with high performing people, and building world class teams, and shipping incredible work.
Here is why
1. You have to experiment with people. No one, not ever, has ever had a 100% success rate at hiring great team members. No matter how good your recruiting, screening, and selection process is, you’re going to have misses. If an Premier League team never cut players, never made adjustments to their starting lineup, and never made substitutions mid-game, they would quickly become the worst performing franchises in the league. If you are bad at identifying when someone you hired is a poor fit for your company, you dramatically increase the stakes of each hire, and make the inevitable mis-hire far more costly. There is no championship team without a lot of cuts.
2. Being good at letting people go, builds trust and reduces fear amongst the rest of your team. When you let someone go, other employees watch how you treat that person. Everyone on your team at some point thinks a version of, “I might get let go some day.” Watching you be clear, respectful, and supportive to the person you are letting go, will elevates fear. Fear destroys personal and team performance. Fear is a bad motivator. Being good at off boarding someone when they are not a good fit, is key to enabling the rest of your team to feeling secure, trust your decision making, and focus on doing their best work.
3. You have to get the wrong people off the team, to make room for the right people. This is one of the biggest hidden costs to keeping someone on longer than you should. You close yourself off to the possibility of hiring a rare talent to fill their role. Each day that you keep someone on past the point where you were clear they are a bad fit, is a day you could be working with someone else who is truly great. It’s an active vote against the future success of your company.
4. People who are currently failing at their job, are not having fun, and will drag down the energy and performance of the rest of the team. If you have a good screening process, it’s unlikely that you hired someone who is truly incompetent. They are likely just not a good fit for your company’s culture, or the role you hired them for. They will be happier at a job or company for which they are better matched. You are doing everyone a favor by graceful and supportively off boarding them.
5. If you’re the founder, CEO, or part of high-level leadership, one of your core responsibilities is making decisions no one else in the stack can. This means that you get all the hardest, stickiest decisions. You have to get good at making hard choices — even with imperfect information. There are few areas that better exemplify this, than firing and layoffs. If you want to be a great leader, you have to get good at letting people go.
6. Off boarding people is just like any other skill; you can’t get good at it without practice. Just like no one has ever been perfect at hiring, no one was born perfectly skilled at ending relationships. You have to learn through trial and error (mostly error). It’s going to suck more in the beginning. You’re going to feel bad, and they might feel bad. But you’ll never learn how to do it gracefully and with a high level of integrity, unless you fucking try.
7. My experience has been that the majority of my stress comes from not taking action over something that I could have some impact or control over. To say it another way, my stress is mostly from ignoring things that I should not be ignoring. Avoiding letting someone go, when the time has come, is a near perfect example of this. Take action.
8. Our culture is conflict adverse. But conflict is where all the really important change and growth happens. High performance companies have good cultures around conflict, and use it as a feature, not a bug in their team dynamics. If you want to be good at leadership, you have to get good at conflict. We convince ourselves that putting off dealing with a low performing collaborator will enable us to avoid the uncomfortable feelings, shame, and self-doubt we are experiencing. Address the situation — take the needed action of getting the person out of their current role, either into a different position in the organization, or more likely, letting them go.
9. Fear gives bad advise. When you are feeling afraid or avoidant of a situation, usually the solution involves moving towards that thing, as a way to get through it to the other side. The more you do this, the easier it will get. This is one of the big gifts of being responsible for of lot of hiring and firing — it makes you face your fears and build experience having hard conversation that are necessary to moving your company’s mission forward. If your a founder or high level executive, this is one of the most important skill you can develop.
10. Putting off firing someone, means you are dealing with the same problem over and over again, rather than moving on to new problems. You are reinforcing failure. Do you know what the a good working definition of insanity is? Doing the same things over and over again and expecting different results. You are taking up valuable time and capacity dealing the same shit, when you could be solving new and more important problems. Move this one off your plate. Let the person go.
12. This one in particular goes out to the founders. Early stage startups are weak link sports: when the team is small, total effectiveness and morale is going to be dramatically impacted by the lowest performing person. Your chances of success are less than 10%. Whatever you’re afraid of around letting someone go, is nothing compared to the failure of the entire company. You’re job as the founder is to make the hard decision that no one else can — to cut through the noise, and emerge clear signal. Everything sucks, some of the time. You wanted this job and getting good at letting people go, is part of that job.
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This morning, as I’m writing this, this sun is shining, in a way that is making me feel like anything is possible. Life is short, let’s be in the joy of doing big, important, hard things — fully and authentically.
I’m moving into the week, excited to be challenged, excited to be asked to grow. I started my day by climbing in the cold plunge for three minutes, because everything feels easier after I’ve done that. My calves are sore from a the hard run I did yesterday, and my dopamine levels are high. Here’s to this day, this week, this life.
Now let’s get after it.
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The most vulnerable thing we ever ship, is our own authenticity
Humans are fundamentally disobedient. All of our best outcomes, our quantum jumps, have come through disobedience. Evolution and innovation is born from disobedience. If you want your culture (at any fractal scale) to foster innovation, the protocols that govern that culture have to encourage disobedience.
Disobedience, is good trouble.
This is why I love describing my kids as being “good trouble.” I don’t want to raise obedient humans. I want the culture of our family, to encourage good trouble. I want us to be in the practice, of disobedience.
Obedience, is usually based in fear. And fear gives bad advise.
When we are afraid, we are less attuned to our intuition — to our creative voice. Fear is the antithesis of possibility.
Disobedience is an act of courage.
It is the belief in the possibility, of transformation.
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Any time we offer a new possibility to the world, we are working to overturn something in the existing body of knowledge. Often the thing we are working to overturn, is viewed by many around us as a immutable law of how things “are” or “should” be.
This is why many people are scared of new technology. New technology changes the protocols that govern the relationships that make up our lives. And that scares the shit out of people.
All new ideas, all new cultural shapes, all innovation, begins with a problem. Often my understanding of a problem, starts as a feeling, that something is amiss. The offering of a new possibility, is proposing a theory for how life could be better. It is our attempt to bridge the gap, between where we currently stand, across the unknowable, to a new imagined place — a place that is better.
Innovation, is our attempt to offer a new explanation of some aspect of life. Good explanations begin as bad explanations. You travers from bad explanations and good explanations through experimentation. Experiments only really work, if they are authentic. And a necessary precursor to authenticity, is vulnerability.
To emerge valuable novel outcomes, you have to vulnerably experiment in public. You have to put your new explanations in direct conflict with the existing body of knowledge. For it is only through conflict, that we find out where we truly stand in a relationship.
You don’t get points for good ideas, only for what you vulnerably ship. If you never put your theory out into the world to interact with other knowledge, desires, and constraints, you’ll never find out if it’s a good explanation. You can’t build something of worth, without being vulnerable. You can’t grow, without being vulnerable. The path to all great change, runs through our capacity to be vulnerable.
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The most vulnerable thing we ever ship, is our own authenticity
The offering of ourselves, as deeply embodied, good trouble.
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Notes on Good Conflict
The last few weeks of my life have been full of conflict. Good conflict. Here are some of the things I’ve been noticing.
Conflict is often about growth, especially when people growing differently, or at different paces.
Growth is a spectrum, and there is pain at either ends. When I am not growing, I feel stagnant and apathetic. When I’m moving a lot in a short period of time, it can be raw and challenging because there is so much change happening so quickly.
There is a high that can come from big growth – but if there is not support in place to incorporate the new learnings, and remain rooted, I can lose ground contact and feel lost. Deep learning is only really possible, when I can remain present.
There is an innate desire to have discomfort stop. It is preprogramed into our sympathetic nervous system to move away from discomfort or perceived danger. The irony is that if there is safety in the foundation of the relationship, the path to greater harmony, is often directly through the discomfort.
Turning towards that discomfort, is one of the hardest things I’ve ever practiced.
In a well exercised relationship, the discomfort of conflict can be an accelerant to growth and greater connection. It is part of what makes my best relationships so rewarding.
It is also highly unpleasant, uncomfortable, and at times destabilizing. Sometimes I feel like I have lot my rudder. But a good partner can help me come back when I feel like I’m getting swept away by the intensity of the moment we are in.
Moments like this can facilitate growth, if I am open to it.
If I release myself to it.
If I can remain connected to the the fact that I am safe.
When people try to control each other, it is rooted in insecurity. We tell ourselves that if we limit the other person, we will be safer — that the thing we are afraid of, will not happen. We buy into the lie, that reduced movement will result in reduced risk. This is exactly opposite from what I have experienced to be true.
If I’m feeling resentment, it is often because I have done a poor job maintaining my boundaries. Boundaries are one of the most magical instruments in the relationship toolkit. They can be blunt tools, and sometimes they need to be. But in the context of high functioning collaborations, they can be finely attuned, with the strength and flexibility that comes through years of stretching and lifting.
Like in architecture, relational boundaries have to be dynamic, move and absorb the forces from the outside and inside the structure. If a building is constructed with too much rigidity, it will break and fall down in a storm. But if it is engineered to sway in the wind, to shake with the earth quake, it will withstand. In relationships , if we try to hold on too tightly, are too rigid, we break the partnership.
If we can find each other, in the safety of our boundaries, in the possibility of mutual growth, the upside is nearly unlimited.
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Things I’ve learned in 36 trips around the sun
Notes from my annual review
The majority of the stress in my life comes from not taking action over something that I have some control over. To say it another way, my stress is mostly from ignoring things that I should not be ignoring.
Saying “No” is one of the most important life skill. Not “No, because…” or “No, but…” Just “No.”
There are times I don’t want to go for a run, there are moments I’ve been on a run and wished it was over, but I have never regretted going on a run.
It doesn’t make sense to continue wanting something if you’re not willing to do what it takes to get it.
It’s much easier to mind your own business when your business is worth minding.
Bring a jacket, it might get chilly later.
If you’re thirsty, drink. If you’re tired, sleep. If you’re hungry, eat. If you’re stressed, go for a walk outside.
I often over estimate what I can achieve in 3 months, and under estimate what I can achieve in 3 years. This was especially true during my 20s.
Spending deep time with a child in the first year of their life, is a master class in being present.They give 100% of your attention to what ever they are seeing, touching, experiencing. Bringing that level of focus to life, makes everything better.
Discipline and consistency are actually the secrets to success. You can gently brute force almost anything into existence with enough discipline.
No one gets points for ideas, only execution.
Being prepared and practiced when a moment of opportunity opens for a few hours/days/weeks in your life, is often what determines the outcome of the whole game.
Life, like investing, follows power laws— most of the returns/impacts in your life come from a small set of decisions and relationships. Some of those decisions you know are important while you are making them. Many times it’s only in hind sight.
Our lives benefit from, or are dragged down by the inexorable power of compound interest. Strength follows strength. Weakness follows weakness.
You are the average of the five adults you spend the most time with. Choose wisely. Reevaluate annually.
If you’re going to do something, do it well. The half assed, late work ends up taking 300% of the mental capacity as the well done, on time contributions.
Eating dinner at the bar is the best seat in most restaurants. This is especially true at high end restaurants.
I’ve had interactions with people that last two minutes, that stay with me for days, weeks, months. There are some interactions I had a decade ago, that I still think about. Bringing this asymmetry awareness to my interaction with others in general makes me more present, direct, and kind.
You make fortunes by taking a lot of risk with a little bit of money. You maintain fortunes by taking small amounts of risk with lots of money. This principle also applies to all areas of life and happiness.
Failure is necessary to growing, learning, and building anything of worth. There is no success, learning, or deep satisfaction, without failure. Building practice in how to fail faster, in a framework on learning, dramatically accelerates how quickly and successfully you can grow into new areas.
Your plans/ideas never survive first contact with the enemy. Get your concepts out in the world so you can find out how wrong they are as quickly as possible.
Failing while still be able to stay on the field is the true unlock. You need to fail in a way where you’re able to learn from your mistakes and apply them to the next step in the journey. The stakes have to really matter, but if you die trying, then you can’t apply the learning to the next iteration.
Discomfort is actually a feature, not a bug, of existence. One might even go as far as defining comfort, in the modern world, as often being a state of crisis. Becomes comfort underwrites much of the apathy in life.
When choosing what you want to work on in the world, it’s important to think about what you want to suffer at doing. Because doing anything of worth, take a degree of pain and struggle.
When we imagine what’s possible in our life, we generally imagine the outcomes, the good things, the destination. We visualize the end result, not the process that it took to get there. But the process is the whole shebang. And a fair amount of the time, the process is fucking hard.
Everything sucks, some of the time
How you show up on the hard days usually ends up mattering more than how you show up on the good days.
Those who find a sense of fulfillment in the challenge of the process they have chosen for themselves, are the ones who are the highest performers.
When in doubt, take some slow, deep breaths, and listen to your body.
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Kingston in the age of Gentrification
The Macro Forces Impacting Housing Affordability In the Hudson Valley
Here Is My Thesis: If we don’t take immediate and scaled steps to stabilize, protect, and actively supply side manage housing affordability in Kingston, we will see the cost of housing soar in the coming years. As housing prices rise, it will limit who can afford to live here, pushing many current residents out, and resulting in Kingston losing our cultural, racial, and economic diversity.
I believe there is an oportunity to take a deep and wide, ambitious approach to actively managing the affordability of housing in Kingston. I think if we do it right, it will make Kingston one of the most desirable places to live in the region.
Background: The macro social-migration, housing development, and economic trends that have lead to a shortage of housing in cities nationwide
First, let’s talk about what got us into this situation — where affordable housing is a defining issue of our time.
The fundamentals of what is leading to a lack of quality affordable housing in Kingston, and cities around North America is a complex combination of factors. At the heart of the issue, we find a classic supply and demand imbalance, which has been decades in the making
For approximately 30 years, between 1950 and 1980, there was a government sponsored exodus of [white] people from cities all over the country. This lead to there being an excess of housing stock in American cities. These out-migration trends reversed around 1980, and cities’ populations have been steadily rising for the last 40 years.
Urbanist Alan Ehrenhalt calls this change “The Great Inversion,” a shift where cities and suburbs have traded places over the last four decades. Generation x and y’ers have been moving to the large cities in droves, but especially the urban centers on the three coasts — San Fransisco, Seattle, New Orleans, New York City, Boston, Los Angelas, Washington D.C., etc.
The job market has changed as well. In 1978, the U.S.’s manufacturing employment peaked, and in the decades since factories have left US cities, seeking cheaper labor (mostly abroad).
The expectation of lifetime employment with one company has long since faded. Today, many generation X and Y workers derive their long-term “job security” from a large network of social and professional ties that lasts from one company to the next. The density of cities favors this regular employment movement.
The barrier to entry for entrepreneurship has also plummeted. The capital costs needed to found a company and launch a minimum viable product are much lower than just a decade ago, let alone a generation ago.
The reason this all has lead to an affordable housing crises in nearly every large city in North America, is that while people have been moving back to the cities, we have not been building anywhere near enough new housing.
As one example, From 2010 to 2015, Los Angela, CA added 157,900 new jobs and 236,318 residents. The number of new units of housing added during the same time period didn’t even come close to keeping up — 40,014 units — or one new home for about every 5.9 new residents
Similar stories can be found in the numbers about every other major city on the coasts.
This has created supply side pressure, which has driven up housing prices. This market context has in turn raised the stakes for landlords and developers to flip rent controlled units to market rate, either by eviction or lease buyout, among other predatory practices of getting people out of their homes.
While most large coastal cities in the US have realized they have a housing supply crisis, and are trying to build their way out of it, in most cases they are just too late. They are short too many units of housing. Even the aggressive development targets set by mayors (like in NYC and LA) are not adequate to stabilize rental pricing, let alone lower prices.
As the cost of housing has crossed over thresholds of un-affordability in large cities, a new exodus has been triggered. Class privileged college educated knowledge workers employed in high paying industries (tech, design, finance, etc) are still flocking to these cities, but tens of thousands of people are also being priced out, and push out. Many of these cities (San Fransisco, LA, Seattle) are transitioning from being socioeconomically diverse spaces, to having two classes of citizens: upper-class knowledge workers living in market rate housing, and a service class, living in rent controlled or subsidized affordable housing. Cultural diversity is what helped make these cities great, and their lack of affordability is gutting out their social souls and culture.
From One City Another
As people are being priced out of the tier one cities, or choosing to leave them because they don’t like how their cultural landscapes is changing, most are moving to one of three places:
- The suburbs outside of the city they are being priced out of, then commuting back into the urban core for work
- Another large metropolitan area, elsewhere in in country, usually in the south or mid-west (e.g. Houston, or Minneapolis) where the cost of living is still affordable
- A smaller city, in the region of the large city they have been priced out of
This last one is what is one of the reasons why we are seeing so many people move from NYC to the Hudson Valley in the last few years.
State of Housing in Kingston — The Early Stages of an Affordability Crises
Kingston already has the early stages of an affordable housing crisis in motion. In 2009, Ulster County adopted the Three County Housing Assessment Needs Study, which stipulated that to meet the affordable housing gap, the City of Kingston would need to build 1,005 units of affordable housing by 2020. Since that report was published, the city has only added 55 units of affordable housing.
That study is almost a decade old, and was executed before the rate of Brooklyn-to-Kingston migration really hit its stride. Chances are that given the accelerated rates at which people have been relocating to Kingston in the last few years, the number of additional affordable units needed is even larger than projected in the report.
In 2017, 35% of households in the Kingston metro area could not afford the median price of housing. The subset of the population that is feeling this presure the most, is the 38% of Kingstonians who rent, who as a group, have half the median income of home owners in the area.
Cost of Living Makes or Breaks a City’s Culture, because it changes who can live there.
A city’s residences access to affordable housing is the cornerstone to the urban space being diverse, and socially and economically vibrant.
The widely held definition of housing affordability, is for any given resident/household, if they are spending more than 30% of their take home income on housing, they are housing insecure.
Anyone paying more than 30% will likely face challenges providing their family with the rest of basic necessities at a good standard of living — quality food, transportation, access to healthcare, education, etc. Households that are paying more than 30% also have little or no disposable income, so they are not able to participate fully in the local economy.
People who don’t have access to quality affordable housing lead lives that are measurably harder than if they had access to housing that cost less than 30% of their income.
One of the core challenges is that many of the forces causing the lack of affordable housing in Kingston are macro (regional and national trends), but the solutions have to be developed at the municipal scale (with the support of county and state governments).
As a city, and a community, if we take some ambitious and immediate steps to actively managing the affordability of housing in Kingston, I think we can increase the standard of living here, while maintaining affordability. This would in turn fuel economic development as a diverse group people, entrepreneurs, and buinesses base themselves in Kingston because of the city’s high quality of life.
Kingston is going to change in the coming years, the question is whether we are going to take an active role in managing that change, so that Kingston can be an inclusive, charming, and truly modern small city.
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Some Things I Got [Sort of] Right in My 20
Prioritized my work for its educational value, more than its monetary gain
Failed often
Utilized my family’s support and class privilege to be an entrepreneur
Loved vulnerably
Accepted criticism
Traveled often
Bought a multi-unit building
Founded, invested in, worked for, or served on the board of directors of organizations in different industries
Made time every year for self-reflection
Rode my bike a lot
Ate good food
Drank good wine
Got obsessed with things
Thought a lot about privilege, white supremacy, sexism, and what I should do about it
Went dancing
Read a lot
Had employees
Was an employee
Had a boss
Was a boss
Made money
Lost money
Played outside a lot
Got good at more than a few things
Got really good at a very few things
Hung out with people who were smarter than me
Dated women who were older than me
Got into debt
Got out of debt
Let things go
Wore long underwear when it was cold out
Did things that scared me
Wrote things down
Got lost in the woods
Didn’t die
Some things that held me back in my 20s
Self-judgement
Being a pain in the ass
Being an asshole
Watching too much Netflix/Youtube
Wasting too much time on the internet doing nothing
Consumerism
Saying “yes” when I should have said “no”
Saying “no” with my actions, when I was thinking “yes!”
Lack of focus
Lack of discipline
Acting Like I knew the answer
Fear of what other people would think about me
Wanting it to be perfect before we ship/publish/announce
Ego
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Some Thoughts on the Future of Crowdfunding For Startups
From the first time I logged onto Kickstarter in 2009, I saw crowdfunding as a game changer for the the world of startup funding. I am excited by the advent of platforms and changes in regulations that increasingly democratize and widen startup’s access to seed capital.
Websites like Kickstarter and Indigogo have popularized the donation and reward based models of crowdfunding. Kickstarter just announced last week that $1 billion has been raised on the platform, half of that in the last 12 months. Crowdfunding as an industry has only been tracked for a few years now, but the third annual Crowdfunding Industry Report (due out later this month) is expected to show the industry growing by 80%+ for the third year in a row.
Most crowdfunding follows one of four models:
1. Donation Based Crowdfunding: Contributions go towards a cause with nothing offered in return, other than funders feeling like they helped make something happen
2. Reward Based Crowdfunding: Backers receive a tangible item or service in return for their funds. Private companies have parleyed this method by pre-selling first runs of products to raise the money they need to manufacture.
3. Equity Based Crowdfunding: Investors receive an ownership stake in the company
4. Lending Based Crowdfunding: Contributors are repaid for their investment over a period of time
Today, most crowdfunding is donation or reward based, because of regulatory restrictions that, until very recently, made it illegal for private companies to offer anyone other than accredited investors ownership stake in exchange for financial investment.
(An accredited investor is someone who has earned more than $200,000 for the last two consecutive years or has more than $1,000,000 is assets, not counting their primary residence.)
A New Era…Maybe: The JOBS Act
In 2012, Obama signed into law the JOBS Act. The law included a section that changed many of the restrictions that had stopped companies from using crowdfunding platforms to offer unaccredited investors a chance to invest in private businesses in exchange for shares in the company. The law also instructed the Security and Exchange Commission (SEC) to propose new regulations for crowdfunding based investing, which they released for public comment in October. Unfortunately, as proposed, the rules would stifle many of the new possibilities because of the increased regulation they would put on businesses that used crowdfunding platforms to solicit investments from unaccredited investors.
“Boo, Hiss” said I, when I read this. As it turns out, I wasn’t the only one. Startups and entrepreneurs have lead the charge urging the SEC to scale back the proposed regulations that would make it prohibitively complicated and expensive for most small startups to crowdsource investments. I hope the SEC listens.
Who Will Likely Benefit The Most From Equity Crowdfunding?
The Short Answers: Broadly, everyone. Specifically, startups, not amateur investors.
I understand why the SEC is hesitant to say that anyone can invest in any private business who figures out how to use Kickstarter.
The fundamental issue is that seed stage startup investing in hard, complicated, and incredibly risky.
I see the SEC trying to strike a balance between opening up new market mechanisms of funding for private companies, and protecting middle class Americans from losing their scant resources on shaky or fraudulent investments. I hope they air on the side of less regulation, because if they won’t give us a chance to experiment, we won’t find out how substantially it could change the startup funding world.
Key Dynmanics I Think Will Impact Equity Crowdfunding
Self Directed Amateur Investors Usually Lose Money
Fundamentally, public stock exchanges like the New York Stock Exchange, are giant crowdfunding markets. And generally when non-professional investors try to pick individual stocks to invest in, they lose money.One of the reasons mutual funds exist is so that non-professional investors can have their money pooled and invested by professional fund managers. This kind of “mutual fund” model could potentially work well to give non-professional investors a way to participate in seed funding private startups in specific markets (i.e. tech startups).
One drawback is the likelihood this type of approach would trigger new regulations that would add cost and burden to private company accepting investments from these funds – which would give the funds a significant disadvantage compared to accredited investor funds or angel investors. Also, the mutual fund model would fundamentally not be crowdfunding, and would not leverage may of the other benefits of crowdsourcing (like aggregated decision making).
Basic Math: Power Laws
Startup investing returns usually obey power laws. For most venter capital funds and angel investors who seed fund startups, most (or all of) their returns come from a very small number of their portfolio companies, which experience exponential growth in valuation. It is typical in profitable VC funds for the top performing company in the fund to be worth more than the rest of the companies in the fund combined.The core issue this reveals is that even professional investors get it wrong most of the time. But they have the capital and time to build a portfolio with enough startups that they have a chance of getting a breakout hit.
It could be coutnerargued that that crowd sourcing the process could be better at finding and vetting investments and greatly increase the number of successful startups. But power law math will likely play a role in one way or another.
All or Nothing Group Dynamics
Startup investing tends to live in the extremes of being very oversubscribed or very undersubscribed. This has been a driving dynamic on platforms for accredited investors like AngelList. Most startups on the site that are soliciting funding offers receive little attention. Investors are often hesitant step up and invest first, but once a few investors commit (especially ones with a good track record), other investors often rush to get a piece of the pie for the opening funding round.This also related to the point I made above about power law – the top performing companies are often oversubscribed. For a platform to successfully facilitate equity based crowdfunding, it will have to solve the problem of amateur investors getting push out of oversubscribed funding rounds by bigger players.
Over/under subscription tipping points are also highly present in donation and reward based crowdfunding. On Kickstarter, 80% of projects that successfully raise 20% of their funding goal, reach their full funding goal by the end of the campaign. Early funding gives a project social credit.
First Who, Then What
If you ask successful seed investors (angel and VC), they will tell you they primarily invest in great people. Without great people behind them, great ideas are usually worthless. Its very hard to evaluate the founders/startup team without meeting them in person. It would be challenging for professional startup investors, let along amateurs to evaluate online.The counterargument to this challenge is that in the aggregate, the crowd can outsmart individual professionals, even with few or no direct interactions with the founding team.
The platform that can offer the best evaluation mechanisms that can be easily understood and build on aggregate vetting will likely be the most successful.
Tying It All Together
All of these points combined are why I think that as we see equity crowdfunding grown in the coming years, small level amateur investors are unlikely see significant financial returns from participating, but it will be a big gain for the startup ecosystem as a whole.The End.
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Some Things I Know About Myself After 28 Trips Around The Sun
While traveling in Colombia these last few weeks, I’ve been reflecting on my last couple of years. I’ve been looking at how I move in the world, what my strengths and weaknesses are, what I’ve prioritized, learned and created. Both taking note of how my life feels, the things I’ve accomplished and the endeavors I’ve fallen short on. This process has been a foundation to look ahead, framing my strategies and aspirations for the next bit of my life
I’ve been writing as part of this process. I sat down this morning to see about shaping some of that writing into a blog post. But instead I opened a new blank document and wrote “Some Things I’ve Learned” at the top of the page. What follows are the answers to that question, that came tumbling out of me.
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I am creative by nature
Question the status quo often
Enjoy turning preconceptions, ideas and deeply held beliefs in their headI am a generalist not a specialist
When I’m interested in something, I pursue it to the point of being very good, but rarely to the point of mastery
I’m good at more things than most people, great at a few, truly exceptional at none
My ability to draw connections between many different disciplines and skill-sets is one of my greatest assetsAs [I’m sure] many would attest
I can be arrogant
Self centered
Over estimate myself
And often take up too much spaceBut I am also a care giver by nature
Perceptive of others people’s feelings and reactions
Keenly self-aware
A highly calculated, big picture thinker who rarely does something without a reasonI am less extroverted than I used to be
I feel the best when I have private space – a room with a door that closes, a house, etc – as a base camp
But I’m also social by nature. I thrive with people around me
But not lots of people. A small group of close allies suites me bestI need lots of sleep
I dream big
And often
I’m better at coming with ideas and plans than I am at doing them
In the last ten years, I have have actively, and persistently worked to become good at taking things from concept to reality
Maybe in another ten years, I’ll be really goodIt feels quietly hopeful and palatably reassuring to watch myself get better
At being grateful
Productive
Gentle
And powerful
And learn from [some] of my mistake
To watch myself get better
At being meI feel more grounded now then I ever have
My life feels stable and also highly liberated
I have the feeling that i can do what I want in a more truthful and empowered way now than ever beforeI have the sense I can see the momentum of my life growing
Which feels goodI love food
My default reaction to almost anything I do, is that it could be better
But I’m getting better at being gentle with myselfI forgive myself more now than I ever have
I still have have plenty of work to do in this area
But that okay (see, I’m trying)I almost always have something to say
But also, over time I’m learning the value of silence
“Listen.”
“But I don’t hear anything…”
“…except the wind…”
“…and the rhythm of my own heart.”
“Exactly.”I receive a lot of praise and acknowledgement of who I am and what I do
But also
I am white
Male
Straight
Class privileged
Able bodied
Tall
Attractive
Extroverted
English speaking
American
I grew up being told I was capable, worthy and powerful
Was raised by two parents, who love and respect each other
Have had enough to eat and clean water to drink
And a warm, dry, safe place to sleep
I have never feared violence – from my parents, lovers, peers, enemies or random men on the street
And I have always known I’m lovedTo say that I’m “Privileged” does not even begin to capture how unbelievably stacked the deck is in my favor
A major reason why my personal framework has slowly trended from arrogance toward the still far off border of humility, is a growing recognition of how much quiet structural support I receive
Increasingly when people tell me how impressed they are by something I’ve done, I’m silenced by an inability to explain how much help I’ve had, and how small a portion of the recognition is actually due to meMy assumptions about the future
Do not include a stable planet
Or peace, stability and safety
Or even myself living to old ageBut I am so grateful to be alive
Here
NowAnd my greatest hopes
Are to contribute
And be happy – content – fulfilledI aspire to show up fully to all that I do, right up to my last
To live adventurously
Never stop learning
Love without asking for things in return
To allow myself to be held, vulnerable, safe
To be generous
To be present
To live this incredible gift of a life
Day by day
Breathe by breatheWhen I stop
And close my eyes
And breath in, slowly
What rises up
from inside my being with my exhale
are two words
“Thank you”